hiii

i don’t know much about how i feel anymore, i’ve been in limbo for nearly two months. moving out feels like breaking down everything and starting my hierarchy of needs all over again. i’ve felt so much in unsafe places that it doesn’t feel right to feel anything at all in the safest of places, the new bedroom i curated on my own. i’ve never found myself so in control of my life and it’s hard to know what to do with all of it. most of all i feel quite lonely; ironically enough putting myself out there now has me feeling very shy - im blaming my lack of current friendship building on transitioning into being on my own, it’s something i’m hoping to overcome in the coming months. anyways, i spend a lot of time watching desperate housewives and trying to read - currently on honey & spice by bolu babalola. love a good 20 somethings book. i’ve had a weird few days and i’m hoping some accountability with this little facet of myself will make me feel more present in my day to day. this is a filler!!!!!!